🌀 Welcome to The Ganga Files
Ganga is my spiritual name. Given to me by the Woodstock Guru, Swami Satchidananda.
The Ganga Files are where I write from the deepest current of my work—about truth, rupture, devotion, death, the Field, the residue of the past, and what becomes visible when illusion falls away.
No borrowed certainty.
No spiritual performance.
No shallow answers.
Just clear seeing, honest reckoning, and the work of meeting what is real.
Jesus Was My First Guru
I see so many people returning to Christianity out of pain and unresolved fear — and rejecting everything they once explored as “New Age deception.” I see astrology, energy work, and ancient mystical systems being trashed by people who once used them as lifelines.
And it’s not OK.
Not because Jesus is the problem — but because they’ve confused their longing for safety with the need to exile anything that doesn’t agree with where they think they’ve found it.
But Jesus was never afraid of the unfamiliar. He walked into temples and overturned tables. He spoke in parables. He wandered into deserts. He held hands with the outcasts.
So if you love Jesus — wonderful. Me too. But don’t tell me I can’t love Him and chant mantra, read the sky, honor the Goddess, and speak with trees. Don’t tell me that Christ must be alone on the altar.
Because the One I know? He walks with all of them. And loves any sincere worship of God.