🌀 Welcome to The Ganga Files


Ganga is my spiritual name. Given to me by the Woodstock Guru, Swami Satchidananda.

The Ganga Files are where I write from the deepest current of my work—about truth, rupture, devotion, death, the Field, the residue of the past, and what becomes visible when illusion falls away.

No borrowed certainty.
No spiritual performance.
No shallow answers.

Just clear seeing, honest reckoning, and the work of meeting what is real.

Death & Dying, The Maya FIles Suzanne Goldston Death & Dying, The Maya FIles Suzanne Goldston

We’ve Forgotten How to Die(And It’s Ruining How We Live)

I sat in a room with a man who’s been placed on hospice care. He’s mobile. He gets around with a walker. He feeds himself, crunches on ice for half an hour straight, and watches Fox News like it’s oxygen. He's not actively dying — at least not in any way I’ve come to recognize in my years of holding space for the sacred, painful, beautiful process of death.

But he’s “eligible.”

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